Si Roxxy as a Daughter..

Back again at Couples corner, how time flies, good thing I'm always off at Wednesdays to do my weekly post in CC. Anyways I don't how my husband sees me as a daughter, di ko siya tinanong and ayoko siyang tanungin kasi LQ kami (che!)!! Sa view ko nalang ate Liz pwede?hehe..Sigurado ako my husband will agree *wink*

Mama's little girl.. : ( I miss you Mama

As the youngest, close ako sa Mama ko, of course di ako mabuhay ng wala ang Mama ko with me noon. I'm not an ideal daughter I can say but nevertheless I'm not a rebel one (just once). Once in my life naging masunurin din naman ako, naging ideal din siguro perhaps. When I was in elementary and highschool I'm one of the kids who made their Mama & Papa proud. Lagi akong nasa stage at the end of the school term, laging my honour, kaya laging my gift from my Papa who was working abroad by then. He's my number one fan, kitang kita ko talaga noon how proud my Papa was to me especially every time I showed him my report card. But as an ordinary teenager I came to the point na nagrebelde din ako, you know you came to the age na your mum who used to you best friend eh naging enemy mo na. every words na manggaling sa kanya eh nagpapkulo ng dugo mo. But then as I grow older, I realise that my parents, my mum is everything to me. I realised it more when I lost my Papa. And even more when I got married and lived away from home. When I got my visa, I thought I would be happy cos finally i'll be with the man I love, perhaps I was just that I realised it means living away from home and being away from my mama. Naisip ko sa 22years ng buhay ko di pa ako nahiwalay sa Mama ko, pano kaya ako mabubuhay, di ako marunong magluto.(huhu) I even reached to the point that I wanna tell my husband na di nalang ako sasama di ko pala kaya, but in the other hand I thought heto rin lang yong chance ko na mabigyan sila ng magandang buhay especially my Mama. I promised that I'll give here a comfortable life that my Papa wasn't able to experience. I miss him lots everyday, but I need to keep going, my Mama pa ako and now is my chance to give her the best life and the life she deserve after all. Kaya sasabihin ng jowa ko na I'm so generous when it comes to my family, they always come first, I love them very much and always missing them. (madrama to te ha..hehe) See you next week!

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Me as a Wifey..

Haaay..I'm so overly busy na talaga ate Liz hardly have time to join this meme anymore.I've missed lot of entries already. But this week, I've got 2 days off so it's time to blog! Anyways it's nice to be back here again!hehe.. Hmmm..for this week's topic; What am I as a wife to my hunnybunch? Well the frist thing I can think of that he told me, he said I'm like a dog daw, "pag sa akin na daw ang buto, di ko daw bibitiwan no matter what!"hehe..You know when we are arguing, di ako nagpapatalo sa point ko na sometimes pointless!
waaah *wink*.  Yet in the good side naman, sabi niya marunong daw ako magluto which for me parang hindi naman kaya ok na rin.hehe..But seriously (hehe..pa rin) he said I'm caring and loving. Pano kasi parang baby tong asawa ko, ako naglilinis most part ng katawan nito (ssshhh) like ears, cut his nails, eyebrows at lumalabasang buhok sa ilong which I really hate, kaya tama lang na gupitan!hehe..Sweet kami sa isat isa, at loving ako, lagi ko siyang na totorture.haha..(joke) Ewan ko ba but lagi kong namimiss tong mukong na to, especially nowadays na I'm working. All in all I'm a good wife pa naman at he said He can't live without me..oh di ba..abangan na lang natin in the next few years kung ganon pa rin ang sasabihin niya sa akin, baka ipa deport na ako dito sa susunod na mga taon..haha..I lab u hunny! *wink*

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It's Worth the Wait!

CC time! And here comes the most awaited continuation sa nabitin naming love story..hehe. As I've said, during that time and with all the things that happend in our lives, it didn't really came in my mind that our ways will cross again. Until one day I received a message in my friendster account, la pa akong facebook nun. *wink*. And it's from the unexpected person, Mr. James Burr.I think andun pa sa friendster ko yong mesage niya. He didn't really used friendster much that time (until now..lol), I think nag sign up lang siya dun cos he discovered I have that account so he made one and invited me (is this right hunny?).hehe.. Why did he message me? Kasi na intriga!haha..There was a time kasi I put my status in there as Married (echus lang naman!) and kakalabas lang ng baby ng kuya ko at kamukha ko I uploaded the photo and I put sa caption na "my baby". And siguro hayon nakita niya na intriga, daming tanong! He said when did I get married daw at pano daw ako nabuntis at kelan!haha..Shock naman ang lola mo, and there we started to communicate again. Nagkata-on naman my sister bought a pc as well so ayon nadalas kausap namin. And by then I know it was our 2nd chance to work things out between us. Kaya hayon di ko pinalampas na maudlot uli yong love story namin, kahit deadma si hunny ko sa affection that I showed him at panay torpe, ako na ang gumawa ng first move. As what I've been saying in some of my CC entries before. Things worked out between us obviously, and so now I'm his MRS!. *wink* Sana sulit ang paghihintay nyo! hehe..

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Never in My Wildest Thoughts!

I don't know if I mention it in here before in some of CC entries that bunny and I met online late 2003 when I was I think at the end year of my high school. By then I can say we met in a wrong place and at a wrong time. We were both young and vulnerable that time, so even though we feel something for each other no one seemed to admit it cos of the hopeless distance between us. Both of us thought that there's no point going over in such relationship, na isa lang yong malaking kagaguhan, ma inlab kaba naman sa taong di mu pa nakikita in person eh. And considering bata pa naman kami so we decided to face our own lives and enjoy the crowd ahead of us. So when I started my college life, di ko na siya naisip marami na kasi akong gwapong nakilala (wahaha..Tagalog naman eh, ok lang!) and my new found friends made me busy so hayon nala-os ang beauty ng bunny ko. and unknowingly din there was someone na sumisira sa akin sa hunny ko ( pano nila natunton hunny ko online?mahabang kwento!) kaya tuluyan natalaga kaming nagkahiwalay. He didn't messaged me at all na in YM and then he decided to delete all his contacts in his YM including me. And cos there's a lot of kadramahan na nangyari sa buhay ko, nagkasakit kuya ko sa bato at nakipag sapalaran kami sa Manila nawala na rin siya sa isip ko. Siguro time to time pumapasok din siya sa isip ko, what's going on his life na, if may asawa na ba siya or wala. But never I hoped magkikita pa kami and never in my wildest thoughts na magkakatuluyan kami..Hanggang....

Gagayahin ko rin si Mommy Liz to be continued din, para parang pocketbook diba?haha..

 ABANGAN!

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Sakal, Sakali, Saklolo! (wahaha)

First CC enrty for the month of March, hopefully ma complete ko sarap pa naman ng topic Quarrels!waaa magaling ako diyan pagdating sa asawa ko(wink). Yeah sa kasamaang palad it's slightly true, ewan ko sometimes feeling ko may pagka sadista talaga ako. Sometimes if my hunny and I seems to be ok for quite a while, feeling ko jahe walang aksiyon, na bobored ako (toink toink toink). Kaya yun seems like nakakahanap agad ako nang rason para awayin siya, kahit wala naman sa rason. Wawa hunny ko :( especially pag monthly period ko, haay naluluka asawa ko sa akin. haha..Someitmes sabi ko nga maybe totoo yong definition ko with my zodiac sign, na I can twist someones arm in the most engaging manner. Kasi sometimes kahit kasalanan ko na titwist ko, like in the end hunnybun ko ang lalabas na may kasalanan..waaa, Sabihin nyo cruella devil ako noh? I love my bunny so much just that feeling ko may pagka immature pa rin ako. Just yesterday lang nagtampo ako sa hunny ko, kasi sabi ko nga sa blog ko nagkasakit tong bunny ko and yesterday he's just on the way to feeling better but not fully. Eh suka nga nang suka, so I kept asking him what he wanted to eat or drink, tsaka maligo na kasi medyo may amoy na siya. Ayon ini snob ako, feeling ko bah nakulitan sa akin, wag ko daw siya kulitin kasi sakit daw ulo niya! Abah concerned lang naman ako tsaka worried cos he hasn't eaten anything and he's been vomiting a lot! So yun I left him alone talaga, I didn't asked at all I just stayed in our room and watched " Mutya". Kala niya ah, pero honestly para akon iiyak kahapon kasi lungkot agad ako. Every time inaaway ko tong mukong na to nalulungkot ako kasi he's just my only friend here na malapit sa akin, he's my bestfriend and if we have misunderstanding la na akong makaka-usap at kukulitin. I like tickling kasi, cuddling and laughing with him. Kasi mga Briton lam niyo masyado reserve at seryoso, kaya this way bunny gets to be opened with me. Anyways, in the end di ko siya natiis, kawawa eh, seems like a little angel (ngeek) asking me to come over him.Haay I'm just a woman who is in love of him so much, so I'm weak.(toink!) Kaya pinakain ko at nagbabath siya na parang baby. (smile)And I can't sleep anyway when we are not ok, kaya yun after that we slept with so much love in our hearts (naligo na eh..di na mabaho!wahaha.joke)! Teka ang haba nito ah..hehe

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Born for You

Hmmm..interesting naman ang topic na to.hehe.."Hearts Everywhere"! Well, when I first met my hunny online medyo di ako sure if na attract ako sa kanya kasi payatot but I liked him kasi naka eye glasses siya. I always liked a man with eye glasses noon, parang plus pogi points kaya heto ngayon nakapag-asawa ako nang hindi makakita pagwalang eye glasses (toink!). Anyways honestly na inlab na talaga ako nun sa hunny ko on the first months of chatting online, bata pa ksi ako nun kaya siguro!haha..We stayed friends by then, yaw ko naman aminin noh anu sya conservative ako noh!(wink). And yon we lost contact for many years, kala ko may asawa na mukong na to but I think God had really good plans for us. He wanted us to meet again sa age na alam na namin kung anu gusto namin. So there in 2008 we were back to each other, and right then palagi na akong puyat sa kakachat!haha..But it's so worth it, nagblooming ako, feeling ko I was walking in hearts. Got this feeling na you want your life to start over na with him bcos you know that your real life is much better than a dream? Remember ko pa nun nong di pa kami nagmeet in person may mga photos akong enidit na nilalagay yong mukha namin sa body nang ibang tao para as if magkasama na kmi sa photo!haha..tatawa ako pag naalala ko. Sabi ko nga loka-loka na ako na-iinlab sa tao na I haven't meet or seen in person. But dream come true we met and yon lalo lang ako naloka sa hunny ko at sya rin mas lalo naloka sa akin! (wink!..haha). Proud na proud ako na sa scarcity of good men may naisantabi si God na isa for me. And everyday I never fail to thank him for that, I know it was written in the stars na maging kami. We lived and brought up in distance, in different culture and beliefs yet our ways crossed dahil? When God made my hunny, He was already thinking about me..kaya the space in his hands fits mine! =) EchuS

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Unang Halik.. (haha..wink!)

 Super sweet CC again, how time flies! And another date and moment to remember, our First Kiss (kilig). Hmmm..isip..isip..isip..Oh yes I remember, nasa loob kami nang taxi noon on the way to the hotel the first time he went to the Philippines. Dyahe naman to, tatagalugin ko na lang kasi na pupublish to sa facebook ko shyness ako pag nabasa nang mga friends nang hunny ko.hehe..Anyways yun nah, we were in the taxi going to the hotel and despite of the shyness I felt talagang piniplit kong mag salita, like how's his flight and things like that. And while we're in the taxi he was hugging me and holding my hands. And our eyes met, at ang kiss sa cheeks at first ai na turn out sa masarap na kiss! Yum!haha..di pa naman tented yong taxi, tapos feeling ko binubusuhan kami nang taxi driver, abah kala kiss lang naman! Pero you know what, secret lang to ha, mejo di pa marunong mag kiss yong hunny ko noon panu kasi ako ang first..sa lahat, oh diba lalong special?hehe..Haay tsaka na notice ko love na love ko ang amoy nang breath nang hunny ko, I don't but if we sleep i like to stick my face right under his nose cos I love smelling his breath..strange. Vague testimony lang yong first kiss ko mommy Liz kasi vague lang din ang naalala ko kasi maraming maraming kiss na kaming ginawa!

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I Confessed!

Nagbabalik na naman ako! (wink) This topic is a history, a love history! But sad to say I'm not good at history not good at dates so can't remember exactly what you mommy Liz is asking here.hehe..Actually in my vague memory, I think it was me who said " I love you" first!(sshh..haha) Yeah, strict and conservative ang parents ko (nyahaay) but what can I do eh "torpe" tong asawa ko! So go, I forgot my Maria Clara side nalang, I know that he loves me but marami pang paligoy-ligoy! I think I wrote him a long letter at facebook, tapos sabi ko pa noon, bahala na kasi baka mapahiya ako at he doesn't feel the same way. But I felt he liked me his gestured showed but I'm stilll a lady I didn't want to assumed things (ngeek)! Haay feeling ko pa nun lalamunin na ako nang lupa habang I clicked "send". But oh well, as you can see maganda naman ang outcome, sometimes you just have to let it go and see where it leads you!hehe..Great day =)

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Let me Tell you Our Old Bad Habbit!

 Hello there everyone, Happy New Year and welcome back to me here at CC! I've been missing loads of entries so far so it's good to be back. Very interesting topic we have this week eh, "Our Old Bad Habits". Since it's new year as what mommy Liz said, we always make resolutions..hmmm, I don't tend to vocalised my resolutions but I always have a few in mind. And as always losing weight is number one in the list, said it last year and the year before and the year before that but it doesn't work, there's always yummy food around. (toink). Anyhow I'll share to you some bad habits I want to get rid of. Think..think..think...

I want to explore the Bible, discover more about the scripture and know the order, kahiya kasi sa church natatapos na magbasa ang minister namin naghahanap pa rin ako =( tsaka my husband and my PIL knows every character ng bibliya at ang history nito, jahe minsan.huhu)
I'll start getting involved in the kitchen, I mean cooking wise. My mother inlaw does the cooking, di ako tumutulong parang jahe kasi kaya tuloy ala pa rin ako masyadong alam lutu-in na English food.
Babawasan ko siguro ang shopping (tagalugin ko nalang para di ma intindihan ni hubby kasi parang di ko ma keep..hehe) 
I'll blog more na and I might get my own domain name?
Magiging positive na ako sa job hunting, and sa life I have here in England (titigilan ko na ang drama ko na umuwi sa Pinas!) with my hunny in years ahead (adjustmentnt period lang naman to dba?)
Try ko nang magising with my bunny in the morning para ako na mag prepare ng lunch nya (not that I don't do it but not consistent minsan mother inlaw ko nag preprepare kasi tulog pa ako!haist)
I'll try to be more outspoken and more friendly at church
Bawasan ang pagka moody at sira ulo (nasasaktan ko tuloy yong asawa ko!)
Bawasan kong umutot nang malakas (oi ha ginagawa ko lang yan pag kmi lang nang asawa ko)haha
Stop comparing my life to otherss, (bakit sila ganito na at ako ganito pa rin na drama) one at a time ika nga..
Tatapusin ko ang  7 Books ng Chronicles of Narnia

 As to my bunny I already told him what I want him to change or get rid of..hehe
First bawasan din nyang umutot nang malakas!
2nd Stop picking his nose when he can't find something to do (nagiging hobby nya na to pagwalang magawa!eeew)
3rd get rid of his worst manerism (he knows it, hiya akong e-share..haha)
4th stop being too competent when we play (haay over sya nagagalit pagnatatalo, parang bata!)
5th Sana he could keep his pillowcase clean even just for the ist one week after we change it ( one day pa lang kasi yucky na..hehe)

Haay I think that's enough na pambubuking na sa asawa ko!haha..hopefully we could keep up to these and we will have a great life ahead.

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I Wanna Grow Old with You

I'm the type of girl that hates to assume too much in a relationship. I don't know but I don't  like or want to play too important in a persons life or he to me. Just like talking about the future together with a boyfriend, how many or what gender of kids you like, or even just think of walking in the aisle with him! Duh! that' just too much for me! hehe..I don't know but I feel like for me if I talk to him about it he'll just think I'm that eager or I love him that much or kung baga patay na patay ako sa kanya! (toink!)Oh sya oo na ma Pride chicken na ako!hehe..In fairness red mah lips but the last thing I want a guy to think eh yong patay na patay ako sa kanya!N.E.V.E.R! But?when my bunny came along, kinain nya lahat ng pride ko!Ako pa atangpropose sa mokong na to, kasi ang TORPE, and hina ng radar!haha. .Anyways serious ha, my bunny made me think of me walking in the aisle which I never thought in my entire life. Feeling ko ang dyahe, tsaka isang lang malaking ka ek-ekan! But everything changed when I met James, even though we haven't meet in person yet that time I already saw myself with him. And lahat yun has been cleared when he came to the Philippines last May 2009 and met me in person. And by then we started to plan our future together. We never gave up even though we had loads of  failures on our way to the journey. January 2010, we applied for my fiancee visa and alas! I was approved in 3 weeks! But before I was approved I was so apprehensive cos bunny set our wedding date already, and I was so pessimistic with the visa. And I said to him "what if I'll be denied again, what shall we do?" and this was his answer " I'll come back in the Philippines  I'll find work there, and live there with you. And no matter what happen by hook or by crook I will marry you this year,whether it'll be in the UK or there in the Philippines!" Whew! those were the words that kept me going and I clung on to.God knew how genuine we were so He heard our prayer and now we are half way to the future we both planned. Get married here in the UK, finally met his family, get a job (which I'm still not lucky to have), have our own place to call home (working on it),have little Roxxy and little James in God's good time and growing old together. A glimpse of our future that is worth fighting for.

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Couples Excuse

"I will do it tomorrow" hmmm..a very common excuse when you don't feel like doing something, too lazy or don't like it at all perhaps.hehe..I guess this excuse is often made by my bunny, and I say it as well but not as often as he does. And this excuse I remember was made so often while we were preparing our wedding. Just like when I asked him "have you asked someone (a friend) if he could be our usher or him (a friend) if he could do the first reading, and then I always got the "I will do it or ring him tomorrow" and then week ends with no results at all. We seemed to argue almost every week when we were preparing our wedding cos I get annoyed with him like it seemed he always need reminding. But we got over it, I get to my bunny and I seemed to get used to him as well. There's just one thing I keep on asking him to do that he always give me the "I will do it tomorrow or next time" answer is that to read our marriage book that was a gift to us on our wedding. Until now he haven't read a single page! And in my case I tend to say this excuse when bunny asked me to change our bed sheet.hehe..Cos sometimes I feel lazy doing it. That's all I can remember, I'm feeling a bit lazy doing blogging, so please bare with me, I feel a bit frustrated as I still can't find work! I'll visit you guys when I feel a bit more enthusiastis.Happy CC!

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Not as Often as I do

If  you wonder why I put this photo, it's because bunny and I are both Libra that means we both celebrate our birthday in October. Bunny was on 4th and mine is today 20th..yes today, another year to live, laugh and love!Thank you Lord!

Anyway this week's topic is "No dear". I hate this phrase! My bunny doesn't say "no" to me as often as I say "no" to him but everytime he says "no" it's mostly to the thing I oh so want to have or do.. phbtt. Like I want a certain dress, he will say "no hunny it's so flunging, don't like the colour, it's too exposed..(haist), When I tickle him he often says no (hehe..fair sometimes). And he said "no" to the 2nd crosstitch pattern I want him to buy me but yes to the first one!lol..And he's a big no no no of me drinking beer, cos he doesn't like beer. And above all I hate him is that when I asked him if I'm fat, he always say "no" which sometimes I think he's lying cos I gained almost 5 lbs already and my tummy is bulging now.grrrr..But aside from all of these I can't think of the time when my bunny said "NO NO" to me..Because sometimes I act like a brat!hehe..I love you hunny!

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I say "Yes" or "No" Justly..

Hooray! I'm back here in couples corner, wasn't able to participate last week. Bit busy SAHW since my PIL were on a holiday and that means I'll do the usual things my mil does like cooking.hehe.. Anyways now they're back and I'm back to blogging too and hopefully I won't missed any entries anymore. Interesting topic this week, YES Wife hmmm..oh well let me think, or I'll better ask my bunny if I'm a yes wife maybe.(wink) I guess it depends on what my bunny is asking to me, like if he ask me of buying more DVDs, he knows I would say no bcos he got loads here and some of them he hasn't open at all. One thing I like about my bunny is that he always confide things on me, every decisions he has to make he asks me, what I think, or if it's fine or not. I do the same, it's always great to decide things together anyways isn't it? Just sometimes I get so pissed off with him cos it seems like even little things he can't decide, just like where to put this and that (grrr..is ur husband's like that as well?hehe). And in terms of going out like somebody is inviting us or him, he always ask my permission and if I say no, bunny whole heartily accepts it. It's funny cos we always argue (cute,childish argue) if he's going to shower early in the morning before he works or not, or if he's going to change his top or trouser or hanky or not. In this matter I always say yes! hehe..It's just that here they are used to wearing their clothes back the next day, or having shower every other day since they don't sweat really and my bunny doesn't have bad odour (love his natural smell, he doesn't use aftershave, just deodorant) But now to avoid my nagging and teasing him mabaho if he doesn't go shower everyday, he doesn't ask me anymore he just go straight to the bathroom when the alarm beeps.hehe..And there's one thing my bunny knows I can never say no to..guess what? (wink) haha..

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What she Wants from him- What he wants from her

Another CC week! Well, I'll go straight to the topic " What we want from each other". Hmmm..when it comes to my hunnybun's time and attention I am so demanding. That's what I really want from him most. He knows that ever since especially when I was in the Philippines, we used to set Saturdays as "Roxxy Time". Which meant he cannot commit to any appointments on that day cos that's our day, MY day. So he often missed his cricket practiced, pub nights with friends and some occasions (except family ones) before. He still does missed some now,hehe..I want me and him moment once in a while like on weekends.I really am a KSP (kulang sa pansin) when it comes to my hunnybun, maybe because I know bumebenta sa kanya ang pagka KSP ko.haha..If he plays in the computer kukulitin ko xa kasi I want a cuddle and if he spends too much time downstairs and I'm just alone upstairs nagagalit ako (di naman kaya ako selfish?hehe). I want his TLC when I'm sick, like last week when I had cold, he made my drinks (honey and lemon), put olbas oil on my back with massage, tap my back when I cough and prepare my meds. Most of all I always want him to listen to me when I talk, his sympathy when I feel homesick and one important thing that I want from him is to understand that I am forever committed to help my family as much as I can. So to top it all,I want him to stay the " James" I knew and fell in love with.
 O well, as for my hunnybun I know what he wants from me. He said this to our marriage counsellor before our wedding. He wants me to organise him and his things (abah?!) which I love doing.. hehe. He wants me to lessen my sensitivity (which makes him crazy) and stop over reacting with some things (which I usually do to tease him),let him use the computer for bit longer (no!bleeh..), stop complaining that I am fat (cos I am not, he said..wehehe) and above all he wants me to stop my favourite torture to him, the "silent mode with tiger look".haha..No worries hunnybun, wifey is trying to act maturely now. You see I haven't done it all to you lately (wink!).lol..I've been working at it hunnybun, so spare me more patience which I know you never fail to give me. In 5 years I guess hunny I'll be able to do all of these. haha..I love you so much!

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Hardest Days will Always be Better in the End..

 Another day of sharing about marriage life, I love this although not much to share in this week's topic.Pwede bang in engagement life te?hehe.. Since hunnybun and I were just married for 2 months, not long to be 3 months though.lol...So never had the so called "hardest days of our marriage" yet. But as couple, since we were engaged I guess there were few as far as I can remember. Oh well, the hardest days of our lives as a couple was every time I take hunnybun to the airport going back here in England.Oh dear my whole world stopped turning as soon as bunny starts packing his suitcase on his 1st, 2nd and 3rd visits, worst was his 1st visit. I didn't know it would be that hard, after all I was just with him in 17days and it feels like I've known and been with him ever since I've known the world. Haay I love everyday we spent but it scared me as well knowing each day means another day closer of him going back here.We cried so much in the airport, it makes me smile when I think about it now cos it was like a teleserye, we were crying hugging each other in front of the entrance,everybody was looking at us but the hell I care!We even had a long kiss in front of everyone! (shuks!haha) And then I saw a Filipina taking her foreigner bf in the airport as well but she wasn't crying like I did. Oh how will I forget what my hunnybun said before he went inside the airport, " I had the best days of my life here, I love you so much! ". See, how will you without his presence then, days seemed to passed slowly by then. Until we decided to apply for my visa. My hunnybun wants me to meet his parents first so we applied for a tourist visa to be quicker. After 2 months my bunny came back again in the Philippines for a week only to go with me in my interview.But then God tested our patience, the result was delivered the night before hunnybun's flight going back here, I was denied! It was again tear-filled night, I did cried but hunnybun cried harder than I did.(toink! Sabi nya laki na gastos ko!haha..kidding!) Haay nabihag ko ng bonggang bongga ang heart ng Briton na to, I said. Pano kasi  he cried more than I did, so I just stopped kasi di na makasingit ang iyak ko! (haist!toink!) Enough of the joke side, we faced life by strenghten each other and with our love. Dumating ang December he came back to the Philippines again for the 3rd time. I felt so guilty cos I was thinking my hunny worked so hard just to save it to send to me and for his plane tickets to visit me.God heard my plea he granted my fiancee visa. But it doesn't end there, I am not putting Filipino down but crab mentality and jealousy are always the bad side. Before I left our country sandamakmak ang paninira sa akin just to brainwash my bunny of marrying me and bringing me here. Bago nga pala ako umalis, my bunny built me a little concrete house which with my little creativity a lot of people liked it. Yong para may decent house lang kmi na uuwian bah. I didn't know such little house will cause chaos of jealousy to our neighbourhood (babaw noh?). Starting that my life was never at peace, maraming akusa which was really small minded to think yet it came to the point I had sleepless night cos my family was involved already and my Uncles are hunting those who were creating the rumours and gossip about me and then sending it to my hunnybun just like I have a kid, I'm a syota ng bayan,drunkard and me and my family is just after my husbands money. And the worst one was that I am not my father's daughter and is just a product of my mother's adultery! Oh dear this was the worst bcos they involved my mother, and I was feeling so weak and I tend to push my hunny away but he never left me, he said we will show those people they won't succeed. Haay it was the hardest days for us, I was emotionally, physically and mentally stressed and so was bunny. I even lose weight on those days due to those bitches!Hmmp! And bad things was that never enjoyed much of my last weeks back home with my family cos of the incident. But I know bunny and I will be facing a lot more,but we survived it before without each others presence, how much more that we are together =) ... I know life isn't always a bed of roses, but as long as I'm waking up each morning with the kiss and i love you of my hunnybun, hardest days will always be great in the end!

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