I'm Back!

haaay it's been a long time of absence I had in blogging world. Things weren't that busy but I I found it too busy being bored and frustrate myself for some nonsense things! Oh yeah the days of my absence here weren't productive at all! I isolated myself here for quite long and now I feel the need to share to you why I wasn't been active here lately. Was just a bit depressed with things which I felt seems to be so slow moving. I was frustrated with uncertainties of job hunting and sudden melancholy of being away from home. Oh dear I nearly broke down, you know just like everything seemed so hard for me here and I thought i wouldn't survive here. So I thought must be good for me to come back to the Philippines yet on the other hand I don't want to since that means I'll leave my bunny here and I can't imagine that life at all. So one day I chatted to my sister and I just suddenly cried so much in front of her saying, I could not go on anymore because I miss them. And it feels like every bit of things or memories I've missed being with them gets harder everyday. And I said I guess I'll just be better to go back in the Philippines. And my sister said, yes they missed me too so bad but she said this is my life now, this is where I need to be, with the man I love. And she said she understands what I felt but she said they wouldn't be happy as well if I leave my bunny here and stay with them rather, because she said my life is with my bunny now. she said I just need to be patient and everything will fall into place. I know God has plans for me and now I want to know him better so I decided to join the Christianity Explored in out church. It's a 10 weeks course with regards to christian faith and knowing God more. Because at the moment I need a strong guidance, strength and wisdom to overcome my frustrations and depressions. I'm back now and I'm ready to share with you my walk with life =)