Monday, 20 June 2011

A Date to Dover Castle.. Part 2

It's time to share My World Tuesday! Sharing you continuation of my Dover Castle adventure!

My grand entrance to the other side of the castle :)

My hunny in the 2nd main entrance to the castle! Lots of entrance you see..

 another entrance..hehe

You have to go up this bit before you could go up to the tower which i will show you next time! :)

 Cheers!Happy Week ♥♥♥

Saturday, 18 June 2011

If Tears Could Build a Stairway...

If tears could build a stairway, and memories could build a lane,
I would bring you right home again.
Instead God looked around in his garden and found an empty place.
He then looked down on earth and saw your tired face.
He put his arms around you and lifted you to rest.
God's garden must be beautiful, He always take the best.
He knew that you were suffering, he knew you were in pain.
He knew you would never get well on Earth.
He saw the road was getting rough,
The hills are getting hard to climb.
So He closed your weary eyelids and whispered " Peace be Thine".
It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone.
For a part of us went with you, the day God called you home.
Your love is still our guide.
And though we cannot see you, you are always at our side.
Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems to be the same.
But as God calls us, one by one,
The chain will link again...

I like this poem, it gives me a good and positive views about my fathers death.Well it was 3 years ago I know but aacepting is really hard to do. But time heals the wound they say. I was healed yes, but there are times I still suffer for the lost. Some of my questions were answered about life's unfairness with what happend to him but sometimes I still grasp for more. It ripped and tore my heart everytime I get to remember how helpless we were, I was, that day, that moment,that time. If we were just rich we could have done more to prolong his life and perhaps he was not abroad all his life and all our lives to support our family. If I was not in denial, I could have talked to him and tell him how much I loved him.If I didn't take my course I could have spent a lot of time with him. And if he's still with us life won't be this hard, I could have even finished my BSN.
But that's all it happend for a reason I knew. It was the hardest thing to accept for me and I was so weak just then. Seemed like everything went dark and hopeless,meaningless and devastating. I end up questioning God and even nearly lost my faith and trust in Him. If I could just cursed life, I could have created thunder and lightning that very moment. Life was so unfair and cruel. I lost all my will to live. My father was just my only hope and inspiration to dream and excel in what I do. But God took him despite of the bargaining I asked Him. Obviously He didn't heard it, I said.And I hate him so much for that.I refused to pray and drowned myself to weakness. My thought was " I lost my dad, so what for to continue school and dream?" I totally lost all my interest and worst my dreams that I once made with my father.
Maybe Papa saw what was happening to me and so He asked God to enlighten his little girl. Lead her back to God again and trust in Him. Yes that night after my father's funeral, I had a dream and it was a voice that was telling me not worry because wherever my father is, he is happy and he's with God and all his sufferings had gone now. It streghtens me a bit and I prayed and started to renew back myself and faith to God. It was then life was made better, just everytime I miss my father I asked him to visit me in my dream and most of the time he does. And just then I realised that I never really lost my dad, he's still with us and will always be with us. =) I know he never want me to weep all along and waste my life cos of his lost, he won't be happy for that. And God too, He doesn't want me to be devoured by sadness and weakness so He held on me and did a lot of things to wake me up and realised that life is still moving on..I still have my mum and my siblings, my nieces and nephews, and came along James Burr..who put me back to life again and hope forit and of course to Love God more and more everyday. To trust and have faith in Him cos He always wants the best for me, for us...
Yes right..indeed! Another chapter of my life is aboout to come soon and I know God is with us all along and Papa is always with me and will still walk with me on my wedding day? will you papa?hehe..I love you so much and I miss you very much. Happy fathers day!

Repost from my blog "Like Flowers I am Loved" posted this last year Fathers Day before my wedding
Poem found and copied from Imikimi and the photo from google.
Opinions and essay are all mine :)

A Love Letter to Papa on Father's Day ♥♥♥

Dear Papa,

I don't know how to start this letter, but I hope you are ok wherever you are. I miss you so very much everyday. A lot of things that happened in my/our life, that I/we want it sharing with you. I wish you're still here with us, especially in Van's big day. Manang Fria was lucky, she had you on her wedding day :-). Anyway we are all ok Pa, all happy and settled now. Toto is alright, we are looking after him just as we promised you and just as you wanted us to do. Si Bornek and Kenpro salawayon but we love them dearly, and they are in private school na cos either them or the teacher can't cope with Vanie she's at school naman at the moment, she's very good I heard so I put her in private school as well cos she has potential but si Bornek mana kay toto medyo you know Pa.,slow.hehe..Si Manang she's alright and the kids are growing fast, Alyssa is on her 3rd year na sa highschool. Soon may college na Manang. Si El, I think she's ok man just give her more encouragement Pa and dutay na laygay basi Pa.hekhek..And Van she has the most exciting year at the moment sa tanan sa amon, her wedding day is coming soon.We all wish you're here with us still and we know you would love to. And I think John as well is getting married. We are going home this October I hope, I miss Mama na so much. I know you miss her more. She's alright and I promise you that I'll give her comfortable life as much as I can which we all fail to do sa imo.Haaay...Sorry Papa..I miss you so so very much but I know wherever you are that's the safest place in the world. I know you are still looking after us. Don't worry about us here, we are all alright, Manang,El,Van and I all found wonderful husbands, and surely a good dad just like you. :)I love you sooooo much Papa! Happy Fathers Day Papa! ♥♥hug♥♥


Monday, 13 June 2011

Hair Accessorries ♥♥♥


I noticed here in England hair accessories are very popular in fashion especially during weddings. Big hats and fascinators as what they call it. You will be really fascinated seeing colourful, big hats and fascinators when you attend an English wedding. If you've seen the Royal wedding of Kate and William , you will say it's true.hehe.. I gather that traditionally, mother of the bride wears a hat on the wedding.Just like my mother in law she wore a hat in my SIL's wedding and she only wore fascinator on our wedding day. :) When we attended the wedding of my husband's cousin, I experienced an embarrasing, quite funny hair accessory disaster! hehe..let me tell you. As soon as as we arrived in the train station in London and just as we reached the ground floor few steps from the escalator I heard a little yet continuous bounced of something and I noticed it all came from my head. Oh dear, the beaded head band I was wearing (as you can see in the first photo at the top). Everyone (family) were looking at me and smiled and laugh of the little disaster. Good thing the train station in London have shops so there you go, Monsoon Accessorize to the rescue! We bought a new head accessorry, A blue green flowery head band that matches my dress and ring :P..hehe (you can see the photo at the top..

Sharing this as my Blue Monday entry hosted by Sally of Smiling Sally!
Have a blessed week everyone! ♥♥♥

Wednesday, 8 June 2011

My Sister's Wedding ♥♥♥

Not long now till I get to see her walking in the aisle,
Dressed in white and with a big smile.
I can't wait, I'm so excited..
And I think she is too..
Finally she found her future,
Not so long ago when she told me "Mayo kapa nakita mo na future mo, but me?what?"hehe..
Now sis you found yours too! ♥smile♥
I'm so overjoyed when I knew you found your special someone,
Though late noticed na ko and medyo sunggod, but I admit I'm so so happy!
Abi ko beh mala-on kana..hekhek..
and especially pakot pakot ka nadaan sang una pa..
You never seem to introduced your guy to us! hehe..
Now everyone happy na, "tanan ta may mga lalaki na" *wink*
Can't wait for the family photo with all of us with our partners!hehe
But most of all can't wait to see you dressed in a wedding gown..
I know there's someone SH*TT*N* you, hehe
It does always happen to us sister's you noticed? don't bother!
Stay happy there and get ready for your big day..I'll see you soon! hugs xxx


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Our Anniversary Countdown

Daisypath - Personal pictureDaisypath Anniversary tickers Every night before I sleep, I never fail to thank God for the day I had. Whether it was a good or a bad day. And I know God was so pleased and happy about it, because HE decided to make my days perfect for the rest of my life....HE put my husband on it.