Monday, 8 August 2011

Ang Buhay ko ay Nakaka...

Nong bata pa ako pangarap ko na talaga magtrabaho sa ibang bansa. Sa ganoong gulang alam na alam ko na na walang magandang buhay sa Pinas. Di naman sa konocondem ko ang aking bansa pero pag andon ka lang di sapat ang kita para sa buong pamilya. Sa awa naman ng Diyos andito ako di lang para magtrabaho kundi manirahan pa sa ibang bansa kasama ng napakabait kong kabiyak. (cheesy..bonggang bongga ang Tagalog ko!) Masaya naman ako dito sa totoo lang, kaya lang minsan di talaga maiwasan ma miss ang aking bansang sinilangan. Homesick, yan ang tawag nila. Ayoko talaga na binibisita ako ni boy homesick kasi depress talaga ako. Gaya nong isang gabi, pagkatapos kong matapos ang last day ng aking 4 na araw na streyt duty kahit makapgsalita di ko magawa dahil sa sobrang pagod. Di na nakakain at di manlang nakababa para mag "hi hello" sa bayaw ko. Deretso na sa kwarto, dahil ang unang unang pumasok sa ulo ko ay tulog. Pero sa kasamaang palad di naman ako makatulog, ang nangyari eh naiyak ako ng naiyak kasi I feel so alone. Siguro KSP lang talaga ako, di ako kasi pinansin ng jowa ko pagdating sa bahay medyo matagal tagal pa. Niwez kaya naisip ko ang buhay ko dito ay nakakabagot kasi alang gala masyado di gaya sa pinas pwedeng makipag chikahan sa neybor. Haay..Ang buhay ko dito ay nakakaloka, masyadong proper miss ko na ang burarang buhay sa Pinas.(haha) Ang buhay ko dito ay nakakalungkot din minsan. Walang aliw at tawanan pag galing sa trabaho na pagod kaya ramdam mo talaga ang sakit ng likod at paa. Haaay iba pa rin talaga ang buhay Pinas..NAKAKAMISS! :(


2 Thoughtful thoughts for Roxxy:

-dOnAh- said...

Meet tayo minsan para magchikahan. Chill lang and smile. X

EINz said...

Hayst, I know exactly the feeling! Hnd tlg biro ang mapalayo, but we have to make sacrifices. Good thing, ako 2yrs lang na experience ang ganyan. And i'm back for good. Vacation abroad nlng! hehe

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